5 Summer Outfits

Hi lovlies!

Since its summer, I thought I would do something a bit different on here. This blog has mostly been a place to share my experiences in life as I grow up. Today I figured I switch it up. I have complied a few outfits that I have recently purchased, or already had in my closet. I thought I could show you all what my style is. So enjoy! and don’t forget to comment which outfit is your favorite!

My style is quite quirky one.. some days I wear heels and a floral top and other days I wear leather jacket and band tees. So this is a wide variety or styles. I hope that everyone finds an outfit you like 🙂

Outfit One 

This outfit is quite edgy and rocker. I would wear this outfit if I was going into town to walk around pikes place, a night out on the town and maybe even date night

Urban Decay Vice lipstick in the Shade Bad Blood – Sephora

Michael Kors Leather Jacket – Nordstrom

Mens Rolling Stones t-shirt- Target

Accordion pleaded skirt in the color tomato- Forever 21

Black Hightop Converse- Allstar

This outfit is what I would wear during just having a shitty week. It just screams badass and I don’t care what you think of me. It makes me feel powerful!! I do own everything in this outfit except the red shirt (which I just ordered online) so I have been pairing these with me american eagle distressed black jeans. A rep lip almost always completes a look, it can make a bland outfit into something completely new! This is what I wear to feel empowered.

Outfit Two

This next outfit is my chill out outfit if I’m not going anywhere for the day. Just throw your hair into a messy bun and this outfit is complete. It’s quite a boring outfit but I find different to make it interesting 🙂

Tie-Dye Graphic Tee- Forever 21

Denim Overalls- Nordstrom Rack

Circus Sandals- Famous Footwear

These overalls aren’t the exact ones I have but are very similar. This is my i honestly could care less of what you think of me look.
Outfit Three
This next one is an outfit that is semi formal. I wore this to a few graduation ceremonies.
 Now this isn’t the exact dress, mine had a bit of peach in it but it is very close.
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 Slip Dress- Nordstrom Rack
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Cropped White T-shirt- Urban Outfitters
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Black Booties- ??
I couldn’t find a picture of my boots that I usually wear and I’m far to lazy to go find them. 😂
Outfit Four
This is another chill outfit. something to wear just when I’m out and about not really
doing anything,
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Coco-Cola Cropped Shirt- Urban Outfitters
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Saint Tropez Festival Shorts- Garage Clothing
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Nike Slides- Nike Store

 

Outfit Five

This is a casual going out outfit. I would wear this if i was going out for the night with friends or going to dinner.

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Mascara and Coffee Shirt- Old Navy

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Patched Denim Skirt- Forever 21

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White High Top Converse- Allstar

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Kylie lip kit in the shade Candy- Kylie Cosmetics

 

So thats basically my summer wardrobe! Please leave a comment on which outfit is your favorite!

I’ll talk to you all soon!

Sarah xx

Bad Thoughts and OCD

(TIGGER WARNING) – this post will discuss things such as suicide and OCD tendencies.

Hey guys!

I’m so sorry for my absence lately on this blog. I’ve been having a really hard time with my health lately. Thats what I’m actually going to talk about. My OCD has gotten out of control. It has taken over my life. I started getting really bad compulsions starting Thursday ( its now Monday ) I feel like I can’t think of anything else.

My OCD compulsions are when my brain tells me that I have to do one thing and if you don’t something else is going to happen. Mine are usually really innocent like, don’t step on sidewalk cracks or you’ll get a stomach ache. Just completely random things . But lately they’ve been darker..

My 2main ones were that I had to scratch my arm or else someone else would get hurt. After 2 days of constantly scratching my arm was raw and so sensitive. I had to wrap my entire arms in ace bandages to stop myself. The other one was if I didn’t die someone I loved would. Last night I tried to kill myself. I tried to cut my wrists but stopped myself and called out to my mom for help. We went to the hospital and were there for a few hours until I fell asleep. I woke up and they said if I felt safe I could go home. So I did. I am unharmed. I didn’t want to kill myself. I don’t want to die. the thoughts just got too overwhelming,  I still have my bad thoughts but they aren’t as constant, thank goodness.

Anyway my life kind of a mess since I retuned from Boston. I think I was just trying really hard to keep it together in Boston that I just kinda broke when I got back to Seattle. My family is really overwhelming and I didn’t freak out which really surprised me, but I think this is me freaking out.

Thank you for your unwavering support on my blog.

Sarah xxx